"Please, it has to work this time..." Last, pleading words in her diary before Claudia prepares for her death once again. Plagued by fears of loss, failed relationships, and severe depression, the 32-year-old sees no way out. This book tells the tragic story of a strong, self-confident woman whose life suddenly takes a dramatic turn. In her search for herself, the reader will accompany her through her past and may even encounter some parallels in their own life that provoke reflection. Claudia writes very openly and honestly about socially challenging topics such as suicide, psychotherapy, and stalking, which can affect anyone today—directly or indirectly. A book meant to inspire courage and offer hope, showing that even someone who has already given up can find a way back.