Fit and cheerful, enjoying life. As a child, Tabitha has one big wish: to be beautiful someday. Attractive people are popular and definitely happy. Tabitha grows up on a remote farm with six siblings, and she is constantly reminded that inner values are what matter. However, she wants to make something of herself – working as a model and actress, traveling the world. After a flop, she switches to being a "fitness dynamo," seeking ever more extreme challenges and trying out all diets and training methods. This leads to years of attempts at optimization and self-doubt. Until Tabitha celebrates her thirtieth birthday and decides she no longer wants to prove that she is good enough. She experiences a turning point in her life and, after five years filled with highs, lows, and countless experiments, finds a practical and healthy approach to genuine joy, holistic fitness, and deep spiritual happiness.