He just wanted to drive a car, just like he always did. Only without a driver's license! Over a period of more than ten years, the author abused the system at the expense of others. He not only endangered road traffic but also his own existence. How one becomes 'ruthless' and how one fights their way back to life is told by Oliver Höhn with an emotional, alcohol-soaked insight into his life. A small accident, a big impact. Since that moment, he had to confront the demons of his past to master the most difficult task of his life: passing a medical-psychological assessment (MPU). The "idiot test" recounts how to prepare for this examination and the emotional odyssey the author had to endure to get through that day with dignity and grace. An entertaining glimpse into the 'development of weaknesses', where laughter and tears are allowed.