Limited hardcover special edition of the TikTok million bestseller. Seventeen-year-old Julie has perfectly planned her future – finally getting out of her small town, moving to the city with her boyfriend Sam to study, and spending the summer in Japan. But then Sam dies. And everything changes. Julie is devastated, skips the funeral, throws away everything she has of Sam, and tries to forget him. But when she reads a note from Sam in her old yearbook, all the memories come flooding back. Just to hear his voice, she calls Sam's cell phone number. And Sam answers... Dustin Thao's highly emotional debut novel about love, grief, and loss skyrocketed to the New York Times bestseller list, became a TikTok sensation, reached Spiegel bestseller status, and has since moved millions of readers around the world to tears. Now available in a limited collector's edition with a refined dust jacket, newly designed colored edges, exclusive color print, and a letter from the author.