With this autobiography, the Berlin gangsta rapper Bushido stormed the bestseller lists in 2008. For the first time, he openly wrote about his feelings and revealed things that no one had known before. Why did his father leave the family, and how did Bushido feel about him at the time? Why didn't his great love work out? What is really going on in the German hip-hop scene? What happens behind the scenes, and is he really part of the mafia? Bushido's life, his rise from a fatherless migrant child to the top of the German music stars, resembles an adventure film and was indeed adapted into a movie by Bernd Eichinger in 2010 based on this book.