"Ne mama ty, a chört w übke!" is a captivating novel that explores the complex emotions and relationships of a young student at the Higher School of Economics. Grisha Rostovskiy, the protagonist, is in love with his classmate Alyena, an attractive but moody daughter of wealthy parents who enjoys the attention of those around her. Meanwhile, his childhood friend Marina, who is secretly in love with him, remains in the background. The novel unfolds against the backdrop of Grisha's nighttime dreams, which at first glance seem unrelated to his reality but may hold deeper connections to his past and to Spain in the late 1930s. The narrative addresses the challenges of love, the search for identity, and the unexpected links between dreams and reality.