A work as a conclusion of my first 28 years of life. Another attempt among hundreds before to summarize and process the most important themes that have occupied me during this time and still do. A vent without any claims, neither to correctness nor to empathy. Now I am 34 and have something inside me that doctors refer to as cancer or a tumor. I am sure that now is the right moment to revisit my old self and rethink it. Life is a beautiful and exciting journey that starts anew from zero. And I am happy here and now to have the opportunity to experience this. Andrej Pacer, 2016.