The knot was there, no question about it. And yet, despite all the efforts of the doctor, I could not shake the conviction that it did not belong to me. It felt like no part of me. This strange realization drives Karin Hildebrandt to confront her breast cancer in an unusual way. For a long time, she has firmly believed that body, mind, and soul form a unity, and thus every illness reveals a spiritual crisis. However, it is only her own life-threatening illness that gives this thesis a particularly significant weight. She entrusts the treatment of her body to the doctors while she focuses on healing her soul. Along this path, she is accompanied by strange yet crucial coincidences that give her the feeling of being guided by an invisible hand to survive.