Nele no longer remembers when it all began. It had simply always been this way. For Nele, it was normal. For Nele, it was her childhood. Dad loved Nele, but not in the way a father should love his daughter. He loved her like a lover, and Nele loved her father in the way she believed a daughter should love her father. However, she was never taught what is normal and what is not. Only over the years does she begin to question, to understand, and eventually, Nele breaks her silence. She reports her father, destroys her family as she believes, and goes to a supervised living facility. But if one thinks that Nele could now start a happy life, they are mistaken. For there she meets her first real boyfriend, but what Niels demanded from her is beyond imagination. "With Dad, it was just vanilla sex" is the account.