The story of an impossible love. The days have never truly been unclouded. Nadeshda thought that Ilja loved her. Filled with anticipation, she travels to Amsterdam, to Paris, to meet him again and again. She even hopes that soon Ilja will be completely by her side and cannot imagine that he would leave her and stay with his wife. It takes her a long time to understand that she believed in feelings that no one shared with her, and even more time must pass before she gets to the bottom of this misconception: she cannot imagine who she is without this love at all.