I left Germany forever with my sons Robin and Tristan to start a new life in Namibia. We could not have imagined that what seemed like a dream would soon turn into a nightmare. I was still waiting for my partner, who would be joining us soon. How could I have foreseen that my future would spiral so out of control, that I would soon be terrified of the man with whom I shared my life? Africa, the dark continent. Angelika leaves her homeland with her sons to live her dream in Namibia. Soon, her boyfriend is supposed to follow. The new home turns out to be a rundown place, but the country and its nature offer charms and adventures that make up for a lot. But then comes sad news from Europe. And the real horror begins. An autobiographical novel about a strong woman who would do anything to protect her children and herself.