What would you do if you found out that a deadly disease lurks within you? In May 2009, just before her 43rd birthday, Katrin notices a lump in her breast. The diagnosis: triple-negative breast cancer, the most difficult variant to treat with the worst chances of recovery. But Katrin wants to live! She recounts her struggle: how she begins to research, makes a name for herself in the cancer forum as Jule66, and meets other women with cancer, leading to intense friendships. Some of these women do not survive their illness. And in the midst of this time, Katrin meets her great love! This leads to an emotional rollercoaster filled with fears of death, infatuation, guilt, deep sorrow, desperate hope, and happiness. In addition to the life story of the author - Katrin Eigemann, alias Jule66 - this book contains a fac.