"What do you want?" - Thomas Schmelzer, host of MYSTICA.TV, shares for the first time his mystical experiences. A cancer diagnosis brought the author from an existential crisis into a profound experience of unity 25 years ago. Back in life, this deep experience of peace was lost again in the confusions and complexities of everyday life. The question, "What do you want?", which appeared before his inner eye during his mystical experience, would not leave him. He set out to meet spiritual mediums, healers, and gurus, learning mental techniques and meditations to rediscover the state of silence and being embraced in life, thus being able to answer the only question that remained. Through his personal story, wonderful encounters with fascinating personalities, and many exercises, Thomas Schmelzer shares his insights.