As you might suspect, something in my head isn't quite right. It sounds harsh, but it's the reality, my reality, that I struggle with every day. My diagnosis is: schizoaffective disorder. Is it a psychosis, an illness, or something more? Does it perhaps even open doors to realms that are otherwise closed? Is it not just an illness, but also an expansion of consciousness? Vera Maria candidly shares her story of suffering, as well as her spiritual journey, which ultimately opens up new perspectives on life for her.