I stand in the goal! This sentence, which has become the title of the book, comes from Samia, a girl with Tunisian-Swiss roots who suffered greatly from her parents' separation. As a teenager, Samia increasingly questions her parents' divorce. Therefore, the book is particularly addressed to her. She, like a goalkeeper, had to watch the events unfold, fend them off, dive left and right, and constantly tried to get herself into the game. Samia's parents - her mother is Tunisian and her father is Swiss - married shortly after they met. It soon became clear that the marriage was merely a marriage of convenience for the Tunisian woman, which opened the door to Europe for her. High financial demands, constant conflicts with Swiss law, and an extramarital relationship burdened the family. The dream of a harmonious life remained unfulfilled.