My son is dead. Throughout the entire pregnancy, I could feel his strong kicks in my belly. But now - nothing. How am I supposed to go on from here? How can I possibly endure even a second of my life without him? Everything is prepared: his bed, his nursery, his cradle, everything is set up and ready in his home - our home. In this true story, a young mother writes about the death of her son. About how her greatest happiness ended in a tragic fate. About her painful feelings and thoughts and her own grieving process as she fights to return to a life that will now be completely different.