The images disappear automatically and paint over themselves anyway! Remembering means: forgetting! (We can definitely afford to sleep too!) With these words, Christoph Schlingensief titled the last entry in his Schlingenblog. For Schlingensief, remembering was not a sentimental process but an act of liberation to make room for the new. Thus, after the publication of "It Can't Be as Beautiful as Here in Heaven," the widely read and discussed diary of his battle with cancer, he continued the principle of recording his thoughts on art, his self-reflections, and memories on tape. Not to withdraw or to say goodbye, but to catapult himself back into life. In "I Know It Was Me," he reflects on his childhood in Oberhausen and his beginnings as a filmmaker.