Sarah Gold lives in a polyamorous relationship with Peter and Frank. The three are planning to buy a house to finally live together as a trio. Sarah is happy with her two men. Over the years, Peter and Frank have become very good friends and share the woman they both love. Joint vacations and leisure activities are already part of their everyday life, and they look forward to their future together as a trio. But then a heart attack changes everything. From the very first day, Sarah writes everything down. After more than a year of distance, she compiles the texts into book form and takes the reader on a journey through fear, hope, love, despair, as well as surrender and struggle.