Sahira Awad is an emerging hip-hop singer and active Muslim. In 2005, she released her debut album "Frei Schnauze," achieving significant recognition. However, she fell in with the wrong crowd and gradually sank deeper into an extremist faith community. Just before completing her second album "Mit reiner Absicht," she became lost in an excessively dogmatic belief system, was convinced that music was forbidden in Islam, and ended her music career just before her breakthrough. She married a religious fanatic, wore a full veil, and endured violence, abuse, and humiliation in that marriage. After a period of suffering, she separated from her husband in 2012 and managed to exit the fundamentalist scene. Step by step, she is now fighting her way back to her old life. In her book, she recounts how radical fundamentalists manipulate people until they can no longer distinguish between right and wrong, and how these fanatics misuse faith to sow violence and divide and subjugate people. It is a moving fate and an authentic account of how radicalization can occur.