Yavi Hameister's book is an honest account of her painful journey into sports addiction, which led her body to capitulation and hormonal collapse after many years of excessive training and extreme diets. At just 28 years old, she receives the diagnosis of "premature menopause," which instantly shatters her dream of having her own family. This stroke of fate marks the beginning of a transformation in her life and mindset, where she ultimately understands what truly matters in life. It is certainly not about the loud applause, the admiration of others, or the portrayal of a seemingly perfect woman with a perfect life. I always wanted to tell great stories. To experience greatness. To represent something bigger. For the grand applause. And the pain that I am so addicted to. At any cost - money, health, or a few.