The investigations into the Zwickau terror cell are uncovering more and more shocking truths about the German neo-Nazi scene. Manuel Bauer was an active member for a long time. But how does an inconspicuous, nice boy from an intact family become a radical neo-Nazi? And how is it possible for terror cells to operate so undisturbed underground? Bauer vividly describes how he, originally completely free of ideology, slipped deeper into the neo-Nazi scene until he founded a paramilitary group with which he underwent combat training and planned attacks on foreigners. Once he was caught in the brown tide, all inhibitions quickly fell away. It was only a life-changing experience in prison that led him to reflect on the web of lies that his life had become. With the help of the exit organization EXIT-Deutschland, Manuel Bauer was able to free himself.