Under the pseudonym Nina Senegal, the author openly and authentically provides insights into her thoughts and emotions. Moving, profound, and humorous, she traces her journey of development, which took her from a sheltered childhood, through decades of fears and depression, to becoming a happy woman at peace with life and death, who observes God and the world with a big heart and a critical eye. The exploration of the concept of God on one hand, and her experiences as a woman and mother on the other, form the common thread throughout the varied texts in both form and scope. Her unique writing style is reminiscent of a blend of Mascha Kaléko, Horst Ewers, and Psalm 23.