The reunion with my childhood love Gerhard, a former staff doctor, on July 3, 1950, the hottest day in fifty years, also marked the beginning of my double life as a secret agent and love servant of state security. She spent a long time in the bathroom, enjoying bubble baths with candles and champagne, spraying French perfume between her inner thighs, spinning a diamond in her navel, putting on black garters, attaching nylons to them, and cutting an opening in the gusset of her lace panties. Regina von Tolksdorf presents a shocking testimony of her mother Veronika's life, who did not start her career in state security as a simple spy, but carried out her missions at the highest level with the help of love services towards her "victims.".